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  • Mood: Hostile
  • Listening to: Sorry Boys, Andrew WK, All That Remains,Pink Floyd
  • Reading: I like pictures, letters make my head hurts
  • Watching: Death race, Heroes 3, Life on Mars
  • Playing: Fallout 3, Witcher, CofD-World at War
  • Eating: anything that looks tasty and not running off
  • Drinking: coffe (tik tak) beer and vodka (tik tak)water
I'm a very calm, humorous, happy and creative person, but there are two people... they made me suffer and pain, beacouse of they'r sick game. I didnt noticed when i got involved... they'r give me much pain, they blame me for everything, but i didnt do much, really, i just didnt noticed what's going on in time... i did, when it was too late, now i have to take all the Consequences, of they'r actions... beacouse of they'r intrigue, i'v lost most of my close friends, my place i could always come, my home-a-like place! they'r took it from me, theyr took everything from me. They are only two people in the world, i would like to kill, and take pleasure from it, they first and i hope the only, but i really want to kill them, i want them to suffer as i did, beacouse of them... im sorry, for my sorrows here, but i almost don't have no one to talk to about it, not in the moment of breakdonw, like this, and its almost 6 months since the whole incident, and its my first break down, so i think it's a success :)... it's just, i dont have support from anyone, and i have to deal with all of it, every day... and it's hard.
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:iconlucid-light:
=lucid-light Dec 11, 2008  Professional Digital Artist
I think it is important to express your feelings, do not hold back, but also don't stay like this. The most imortant thing is to say "Yes, this happened." Just accept it happened and let it be a part of your past and don't let it bother your present.
I know it is difficult, since you (for example) can't go where you used to go but you'll find another nice places and people :hug:
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:iconanderton:
thanks :) i know the best thing is to let go, but to tell you the truth, its the first taht big shit in my life, i never leaved people and placeh behind, in those kind of circumstances, so its hard, but im doing my best :)
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~Crmsnphnx Dec 3, 2008  Hobbyist Photographer
I've never spoken with you before, though I am a fan of your work. I've been in this type of position before, it's never easy. I have to agree with what everyone else has said already, it's just not worth the trouble to let things get to you so much. Understandably, it's not exactly something you can just let go, especially since it was so life altering. May I suggest taking the frustrations out in your artwork? I can't even imagine the emotions that you would be able to display in that case.

Time, both an enemy and a friend, but either way it's needed and can't be avoided. Times like this allow you to find out who your real friends are, who is still there by your side when everything settles down. There are two types of people in your life right now, those that matter and those that don't. Focus on those that matter and ignore the others. Stories and lies may be told, but that's all they are, stories and lies.

Chin up, things will get better.
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:iconanderton:
Thank You for your advice :) thats the exactly what im doing now, leaving all this behind, and starting on new grounds :) i dont want to make art from my sadness and suffer, i think its not a good idea, best is to leave it behind and trying not to think about it, i know that many artist harvesting on theyr sorrows and sufferings, to make some art, but i think thats not helping, more self destructive, and i dont want that
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:iconcrmsnphnx:
~Crmsnphnx Dec 10, 2008  Hobbyist Photographer
Very true, and the fact that you recognize that is a great start for you already. The way you put it, I agree that it is probably the best way to go. I wish you luck.
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:iconemilianna12:
Trzymaj się, stary i pamiętaj - dobro zawsze zwycięża ;) May the Force be with you :hug:
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:iconanderton:
nie zawsze, niestety życie to nie film, i zwykle nie ma happy endów, przynajmniej ja jak narazie żadnego nie miałem, wszystko albo mi się jebie prędzej czy później, albo są takie chore akcje jak tutaj, które nie kończą się tak jak w filmach, że jest źle a potem w końcu dobrze... ale ja już się do tego przyzwyczaiłem i nie robię z tego afery i lamentu :P tylko jakoś tak w piąteczek mnie pierdolnęło, a że nie miałem z kim, to tu się niechcący wybebeszyłem.
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:iconemilianna12:
wybebeszaj się do woli, zawsze do usług.. :)
Ja tam wierzę, że złych ludzi spotka kara zawsze, a czy to w tym życiu czy w nastę;pnym - okaże się.
Masz przynajmniej jakąś naukę - nie ufać ludziom, która niestety jest w życiu przydatna.
Trzymam kciuki :*
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:iconanderton:
no niestety, ludziska to paskudne kreatury potrafią być, ale już mi lepiej, rzucem siem we wira pracy i będzie spokój :]
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