I'm a very calm, humorous, happy and creative person, but there are two people... they made me suffer and pain, beacouse of they'r sick game. I didnt noticed when i got involved... they'r give me much pain, they blame me for everything, but i didnt do much, really, i just didnt noticed what's going on in time... i did, when it was too late, now i have to take all the Consequences, of they'r actions... beacouse of they'r intrigue, i'v lost most of my close friends, my place i could always come, my home-a-like place! they'r took it from me, theyr took everything from me. They are only two people in the world, i would like to kill, and take pleasure from it, they first and i hope the only, but i really want to kill them, i want them to suffer as i did, beacouse of them... im sorry, for my sorrows here, but i almost don't have no one to talk to about it, not in the moment of breakdonw, like this, and its almost 6 months since the whole incident, and its my first break down, so i think it's a success
... it's just, i dont have support from anyone, and i have to deal with all of it, every day... and it's hard.